Full Ass Intentional Living

  • What Passing Out and Throwing Up Taught Me About Love and Friendship

    It was my birthday a few days ago. Not an exceptionally exciting one. 33. Big whoop. But, a birthday nonetheless.  I, even when I was young, didn’t much care for the hoopla of birthdays. Like.. hooray, I was born… woohoo.. basically if I got a slice of cake and a gift or two, I was…

  • Facebook Notifications and Loneliness

    Yesterday was my birthday. I’m old. It’s okay. All day I got notifications on my phone, so and so wrote on my timeline. It’s nice. And I write on people’s timelines when it’s their birthday. It’s just kinda what we do, right? But man… people are lonely. Like.. deeply, devastatingly lonely. Even with all the…

  • Looking Average

    This is almost a follow-up of sorts to my last post (Being Okay is okay, or whatever the hell I titled it… ). I am a totally average looking woman. Top to bottom (oh la la). I’m about 5 foot, 3 inches-ish, depending on my posture and shoes. I weigh anywhere from 130 to a…

  • Being Okay is Okay

    Here’s an example of a conversation I have with various people, on basically any given day: Person: How are you? Me: I’m okay. Person: Just okay? Me: … Yep. I’m okay. So, I know people maybe hear, “I’m okay,” as me saying I’m not good, or great, or fabulously fantastic but like.. holy hell guys,…

  • Significance

    A lil while back I kinda had a mini nervous breakdown. (I originally typed that as breaddown, and had to take a minute to ponder through a like… nervous breakdown heavily starring bread, which sounds delicious and way more delightful than the way I actually did it IRL) Crap was just bad. And I eventually…

  • Death : The Tarot Perspective

    I love tarot cards. I have for about 20 years now. (Crap, I’m old.) I am in no way a proficient reader. But I love them, none the less, and own many decks. Many. It’s bad. Anyway. Death. Let’s talk about death. Y’all have seen a movie or tv show at some point in time…

  • On Grease (or, You’re NOT the one that I want, ooh ooh ooh honey)

    A few posts ago I wrote about a book I had read about feminism. And I mentioned that I’m very lucky, very privileged, when it comes to equality and discrimination and  things that I’m obviously aware are real, valid concerns and issues, but they just have never really hit home for me, so I’ve kind…

  • What ever happened to Eve 6?

    I mentally, emotionally, spiritually and physically crashed and burned a few days ago. And not even like a pretty bonfire in the fall that is crisp and lovely with apple cider burn but like a fucking tire fire giving off noxious fumes burn. So.. I took time off. GASP! I.Never.Take.Time.Off.Ever. Seriously. I don’t. And when…

  • Sometimes I think my life is just one giant, sadistic episode of Whose Line Is It Anyway. The life where everything’s made up, and the points don’t matter. The situations I find myself in, regularly, are… you know the skits where they ask the audience for like.. a location, and a career and a movie…

  • Apologies

    Anyone else an over-apologizer?  I apologized for literally the most ridiculous thing last night. As I was typing the apology (via messenger) I realized it was ridiculous, commented as such, but continued to say I was sorry anyway. WTF is that?! And then.. my favorite, apologizing for apologizing. Please tell me I’m not the only…